- Thursday -

This bad day because of what happened yesterday, I can’t sleep early so that I woke up late and anxious, I can’t think right and I am easy to get mad. So today I did not attend class although I have an activity to accomplish, I have to deal with my disorder. I am sorry that you guys will always read about my panic attacks. It is all about me fighting worries and fears with courage, hope you guys understand me with all your heart, and also I hope, if ever you read this, make sure that you will be aware with mental health, and also with other people with anxiety disorders or any related mental illness, please be mindful, anxiety is just matter of mind over body. That’s all have a good day! 

God made me whole today. 

- Wednesday -

Oh oww. This day is awful (meh). I suffered from panic attacks, however this not the first time I have this so I quickly became calm. But after recess it's there again. I don't want my classmates to see me pale and anxious, so I went to the bathroom to calm myself, this is not my first time but it felt like it is (as always). I don't remember much today because of my episodes of panic attacks, atleast I managed to survive this day. Thanks to God for he made me brave today.

- Tuesday -

This day is not-so-interesting day because I'm so fed up with some of my classmates murmuring about me though they don't know what is really going on with me, they say bad and negative things to me. It is true that they judge you with what they see and not what they don't really see and feel. I'm so mad that I want to go all out and burst, but I just let them do what they want and just let it go because I didn't want them to see me when I panicked, they will just judge me again and again because that's what they are, they are all plastics made from trash and garbages, so I am the one who needs to understand these kinds of hypocrites, they just want to be good in the teachers eye so that they will have better grades, I don't mind to have low or high grades as long as I pass, I don't have to be competitive because that's not what I am, I am good at leadership but this system is not about learning, it is all about achieving and competing. I also want to be competitive but not here in this trash community called school, I want to excel in my profession and my passion not now but soon. That's all for today, thanks God for this day he made me tough.

- Monday -

I'm so thankful for this day is a HAPPY DAY. I did not suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, I'm so glad that I'm so happy and cheerful today. The joy in my heart is overflowing although my classmates and my adviser didn't like me, I managed to stay upbeat and positive. After school, me and my friend Ehly went to the nearest Tea shop to treat ourselves, because every other day we go to restaurants or any fast-food chains to eat and talk about our futures. I'm so happy that I overcome this day and also this night. All I have to do is pray for this night for us to be protected when we are asleep. Thanks to God he helped me to overcome this day.